I'm not a bad person to leave you alone
but I'm also not a good person that can be always be with you
I felt like I'm in the middle and it's too hard to move anywhere
everywhere i go, it must be not a perfect place for me
or maybe nowhere is a perfect place for me
Maybe I'm too mean, or maybe I'm doing the best
many possibility like mathematic here
but there are no formula that can solve it
Somebody said heart cannot choose love
but love that would pick you
Maybe it's the only one sentences that I could said
sometimes and somewhere
if you're the one, you will come to me
you'll never quit like this.....
Sabtu, 20 November 2010
Kamis, 28 Oktober 2010
you're the star
there are lots of stars in the sky,
but i only starring at one
when the star has gone or moved
maybe no one realize it,
because there are too many star in the sky
but how i don't know it if...
I'm starring it all over my life
but i only starring at one
when the star has gone or moved
maybe no one realize it,
because there are too many star in the sky
but how i don't know it if...
I'm starring it all over my life
Minggu, 03 Oktober 2010
aku, malam, dan bintang
malam ini, mungkin hanya di malam ini kegelapan tidak terasa menakutkan lagi
karena awan tebal mendung di hatiku bahkan lebih gelap daripada lampu yang padam di kamarku
malam ini, mungkin hanya akan ada kesunyian yang terdengar
tak ada debur ombak maupun suara jangkrik
hanya ada aku aku dan aku dalam kesunyian malam mencari jati diri
isak - isak kecil ikut menyertai perpindahan jam
mungkin inilah panas yang dimaksud sang penulis, panas yang tak tertahankan hingga semua mengalir
apa adanya
mungkin tak ada yang tahu, hanya malam dan aku
mungkin tak ada yang mengerti, mereka hanya bisa berkata dan aku pun kehabisan kata
dahulu bayangan itu terus ada dalam terang yang kubuat,
namun setelah gelap aku baru mengerti apa itu bayangan
sesuatu yang disebut kepedihan
tidur, berharap untuk lari dari dunia
walau hanya semalam biarkan aku berada di dunia mimpi
karena awan tebal mendung di hatiku bahkan lebih gelap daripada lampu yang padam di kamarku
malam ini, mungkin hanya akan ada kesunyian yang terdengar
tak ada debur ombak maupun suara jangkrik
hanya ada aku aku dan aku dalam kesunyian malam mencari jati diri
isak - isak kecil ikut menyertai perpindahan jam
mungkin inilah panas yang dimaksud sang penulis, panas yang tak tertahankan hingga semua mengalir
apa adanya
mungkin tak ada yang tahu, hanya malam dan aku
mungkin tak ada yang mengerti, mereka hanya bisa berkata dan aku pun kehabisan kata
dahulu bayangan itu terus ada dalam terang yang kubuat,
namun setelah gelap aku baru mengerti apa itu bayangan
sesuatu yang disebut kepedihan
tidur, berharap untuk lari dari dunia
walau hanya semalam biarkan aku berada di dunia mimpi
seeking for a fairy world
lots of tweets in twitter about this, but maybe not enough to express all my feeling
it was so unreachable feeling
even myself, it's so difficult
surely I want a fairy world and I need it soon or not
sometimes when you dream and dream, well it become a start of heartache
the heartache that have no ending
every girl deserve a fairy tale and a prince charming on it
but fairy God doesn't always come to a right person
doesn't it?
door by door was opened
waiting was the first option, but how if there was another option
a happiness or a safety?
chose always make other people hurt,
and i just did it perhaps
a guilty is must and always come by struggle
I just think why in this world to live and why in this body to breath
where a unique doesn't count in
where a robot's heart live
a body that lost her wings to fly anymore
hell of damn, time was count and everyone can't run
I have no more words for you ...
we only can be heartless
it was so unreachable feeling
even myself, it's so difficult
surely I want a fairy world and I need it soon or not
sometimes when you dream and dream, well it become a start of heartache
the heartache that have no ending
every girl deserve a fairy tale and a prince charming on it
but fairy God doesn't always come to a right person
doesn't it?
door by door was opened
waiting was the first option, but how if there was another option
a happiness or a safety?
chose always make other people hurt,
and i just did it perhaps
a guilty is must and always come by struggle
I just think why in this world to live and why in this body to breath
where a unique doesn't count in
where a robot's heart live
a body that lost her wings to fly anymore
hell of damn, time was count and everyone can't run
I have no more words for you ...
we only can be heartless
Selasa, 31 Agustus 2010
14.08.2010
not much words that i can say,
just...
thankies for all my besties for the surprise party
it won't be a superb day without you guys :*
Jumat, 30 Juli 2010
Science Freak ME Out
dulu gua merasa masuk kelas IPA itu biasa aja,
and THE FACT it's very hard class (lebay)
setiap hari selalu ketemu dengan MAFIA (matematika fisika kimia) + biologi
belom lagi PR setiap hari yang banyak banget (apalagi pr mat pak sugi)
dan kewajiban untuk ngeles biar makin pinter
FIUH, rasanya setiap hari masuk kelas IPA tuh nafas gua kaya udah mau habis
IPA IPA dan IPA, otak gua serasa digodok ama sejuta rumus
pertama kali masuk ipa rasanya bener bener stres,
walaupun di kelas banyak ketawa kaya nya itu ga cukup untuk mengalahkan stres mengerjakan banyak soal yang sangat susah
kalo di banding anak IPS rasanya iri banget,
perbandingan :
- anak IPA pulang sekolah ngeles ----------> anak IPS pulang sekolah leha leha
- anak IPA di kelas belajar dengan serius -----------> anak IPS maen maen sambil dengerin ocehan guru
- anak IPA sibuk ngerjaen tugas ama PR bejibun ----------> anak IPS sibuk nyalin PR temennya
perbandingan yang sangat jauh dan tidak seimbang,
sampe stresnya anak IPA mereka bikin jokes kalo lantai 5 tempat kelas IPA sengaja ditralis terasnya biar anak anak yang stres ga bisa loncat bunuh diri (yah, sedikit jayus)
Science made me different for many of reason
dulu gua suka bobo di kelas, sekarang mah boro boro
dulu demen banget nyontek PR, sekarang kerjain sendiri ampe larut malem
dulu suka bencanda kalo guru jelasin, sekarang mata gua siap siaga 24 jam melototin tuh guru
yah walaupun sedikit stres, well at least kerja keras kita bakal tebayar nanti
seperti pepatah berakit rakit dahulu berenang renang ke tepian (jadi kaya pidato -,-)
and THE FACT it's very hard class (lebay)
setiap hari selalu ketemu dengan MAFIA (matematika fisika kimia) + biologi
belom lagi PR setiap hari yang banyak banget (apalagi pr mat pak sugi)
dan kewajiban untuk ngeles biar makin pinter
FIUH, rasanya setiap hari masuk kelas IPA tuh nafas gua kaya udah mau habis
IPA IPA dan IPA, otak gua serasa digodok ama sejuta rumus
pertama kali masuk ipa rasanya bener bener stres,
walaupun di kelas banyak ketawa kaya nya itu ga cukup untuk mengalahkan stres mengerjakan banyak soal yang sangat susah
kalo di banding anak IPS rasanya iri banget,
perbandingan :
- anak IPA pulang sekolah ngeles ----------> anak IPS pulang sekolah leha leha
- anak IPA di kelas belajar dengan serius -----------> anak IPS maen maen sambil dengerin ocehan guru
- anak IPA sibuk ngerjaen tugas ama PR bejibun ----------> anak IPS sibuk nyalin PR temennya
perbandingan yang sangat jauh dan tidak seimbang,
sampe stresnya anak IPA mereka bikin jokes kalo lantai 5 tempat kelas IPA sengaja ditralis terasnya biar anak anak yang stres ga bisa loncat bunuh diri (yah, sedikit jayus)
Science made me different for many of reason
dulu gua suka bobo di kelas, sekarang mah boro boro
dulu demen banget nyontek PR, sekarang kerjain sendiri ampe larut malem
dulu suka bencanda kalo guru jelasin, sekarang mata gua siap siaga 24 jam melototin tuh guru
yah walaupun sedikit stres, well at least kerja keras kita bakal tebayar nanti
seperti pepatah berakit rakit dahulu berenang renang ke tepian (jadi kaya pidato -,-)
Sabtu, 24 Juli 2010
heartless
I am a heartles......................~ (what sort of feeling is this)
I am really do not know either
sometimes there's a feeling of waiting something but you do not know what are you expecting
I called my self lovable but i still do know what is love
I throw all my mind in difficult sentences, just like i do not want everyone get my meaning
sometimes i'm so glad if i can write my real mind
I've been trapped in my mind maze, even me, I do not know my real meaning
too much thing I want but I do not know which is I really want
life have been weird, everyone has been walked to another way
but there's still me, a girl who do not know the way that she have to choose
I'm waiting for a hand, big shape of hand that can take me out from the darkness
I'm waiting for a smile, huge smile that can make me smile
I'm waiting for myself (me to do what i want)
I'm a heartless ......... (speechless)
I am really do not know either
sometimes there's a feeling of waiting something but you do not know what are you expecting
I called my self lovable but i still do know what is love
I throw all my mind in difficult sentences, just like i do not want everyone get my meaning
sometimes i'm so glad if i can write my real mind
I've been trapped in my mind maze, even me, I do not know my real meaning
too much thing I want but I do not know which is I really want
life have been weird, everyone has been walked to another way
but there's still me, a girl who do not know the way that she have to choose
I'm waiting for a hand, big shape of hand that can take me out from the darkness
I'm waiting for a smile, huge smile that can make me smile
I'm waiting for myself (me to do what i want)
I'm a heartless ......... (speechless)
Jumat, 23 Juli 2010
I am a SHOPAHOLIC
who's do not like shopping?
kaya nya mayoritas cewe suka banget belanja, malah saking suka nya jadi tergila gila
i am one of them,
a girl who will be freaking out and begging to her mother just for buy a new clothes
kaya nya aneh yah shopaholic kaya jadi semacam penyakit aneh yang ga bisa disembuhin (obat nya cuma duit buat beli baju LOL)
kalo ga beli suatu barang rasanya kepengen banget, such a weird feeling that can't be explain
beli baju selalu ga ada habis nya, setiap ada model baju baru kaya na langsung masuk ke list have-to-buy secara otomatis
we're never be satisfied to have the new clothes
senen lalu, gua am temen temen pergi ke mall Taman Anggrek
walau sedikit kecewa karena musim BIG SALE jakarta udah berakhir cuma lumayan lah masi ad beberapa toko yang masih sale
we're doing such a girl thing, shopping shopping and shopping
it's such a nice day with my girls, we went home with hands full of shopping bag
kaya nya mayoritas cewe suka banget belanja, malah saking suka nya jadi tergila gila
i am one of them,
a girl who will be freaking out and begging to her mother just for buy a new clothes
kaya nya aneh yah shopaholic kaya jadi semacam penyakit aneh yang ga bisa disembuhin (obat nya cuma duit buat beli baju LOL)
kalo ga beli suatu barang rasanya kepengen banget, such a weird feeling that can't be explain
beli baju selalu ga ada habis nya, setiap ada model baju baru kaya na langsung masuk ke list have-to-buy secara otomatis
we're never be satisfied to have the new clothes
senen lalu, gua am temen temen pergi ke mall Taman Anggrek
walau sedikit kecewa karena musim BIG SALE jakarta udah berakhir cuma lumayan lah masi ad beberapa toko yang masih sale
we're doing such a girl thing, shopping shopping and shopping
it's such a nice day with my girls, we went home with hands full of shopping bag
every woman thought shopaholic is a good disease
who say that spend lots your money is not a fun activity?
shopping is one of it ;3
Senin, 19 Juli 2010
swimming day
gua dan temen temen punya kebiasaan untuk berenang setiap jumat
dari awalnya cia yang ngeles renang sendiri di sport club terus gua ikut ikutan (karena ga bisa renang juga)
ampe akhirnya semua temen gua malah ikutan berenang dan kita jadi rutin berenangyah walaupun sebenernya kebanyakan maennya dari pada berenang nya
dan gua banyak menderitanya sebagai korban buat diceburin ke kolam yang dalem (penindasan mentang mentang gua paling cupu berenangnya)
maen perosotan kaya orang gila sampe ngejahilin anak orang yang lagi les berenang haha
there are so many craziness that we've done
well swimming, it's such a really fun thing to do together with your friends
nice suggestion, TRY IT ! ;D
Kamis, 15 Juli 2010
one day trip to TAMAN MINI with my beloved X5
i missed all our moment ;'(
even we're not together anymore but memories will always be a sweet memory
gaya sok gaul X5 LOL ;D
berpose ria dengan pinjaman kacamata 4D
me and my super soulmate (cia)
bengong bengong nunggu layar tancep hehe (keong mas)
gelang kembaran beli di taman mini ;)
X5 rocked Taman Mini yeah!!
Rabu, 14 Juli 2010
demo ekskul
anak anak kelas 10 baru lagi heboh ngurus mabis atau ospek mereka,
tapi kakak kelas na ternyata lebih sibuk lagi ngurusin demo eskul buat mereka
banyangin aja, buat tampil di depan anak anak baru itu yang cuma 15 menit,
berbulan bulan kita mesti punyeng ngurusin segala tentang demo ekskul
well, gua juga ikut berpartisipasi dalam bikin demo PMR (yang sangat ribet)
harus bkin plot cerita, cari lagu sound effect lah, latihan yang super ribet, belom lagi memelas melas ke temen temen yang lain biar mau jadi korban PMR (dengan iming iming bolos pelajaran)
pas latihan tandu, cindy am randy bkin tandu pake mata tertutup
emang seh kita kaya kurang persiapan gtu demo nya, pada molor biasa lah
yah jadi nya udah mau deket hari H aja smua pada teriak teriak panik kaya kesetanan takut demo gagal
untuk demo ekskul ini kita manggil pelatih buat ngajarin refling
jadi refling itu kaya kita turun dari suatu ketinggian pake tali
hokinya gua salah satu team refling buat demo ekskul, and it such cool and fun hahaa
pertama kali nyoba gua ngerasa kaya bakal jatoh gtu (padahal cuma dari lantai 2, ehem) tapi akhirnya ternyata mah gampang
sebenernya demo nya seh ga keren keren amat menurut gua, yah standard buat demo anak PMR
tapi the refling nya doang ama bkin tandu pake mata tertutupnya yang bikin keren
setelah semua anak PMR udah kesurupan berantem berantem ngurusin demo
akhirnya demonya berjalan dengan lancar, banyak tepuk tangan (sangat pede)
i'm glad it, perjuangan kita selama ini udah kebayar dengan tepuk tangan mereka (yang cuma bentar
today the demo was a happy ending, i hope the next year red cross team can do better than it
tapi kakak kelas na ternyata lebih sibuk lagi ngurusin demo eskul buat mereka
banyangin aja, buat tampil di depan anak anak baru itu yang cuma 15 menit,
berbulan bulan kita mesti punyeng ngurusin segala tentang demo ekskul
well, gua juga ikut berpartisipasi dalam bikin demo PMR (yang sangat ribet)
harus bkin plot cerita, cari lagu sound effect lah, latihan yang super ribet, belom lagi memelas melas ke temen temen yang lain biar mau jadi korban PMR (dengan iming iming bolos pelajaran)
pas latihan tandu, cindy am randy bkin tandu pake mata tertutup
emang seh kita kaya kurang persiapan gtu demo nya, pada molor biasa lah
yah jadi nya udah mau deket hari H aja smua pada teriak teriak panik kaya kesetanan takut demo gagal
untuk demo ekskul ini kita manggil pelatih buat ngajarin refling
jadi refling itu kaya kita turun dari suatu ketinggian pake tali
hokinya gua salah satu team refling buat demo ekskul, and it such cool and fun hahaa
pertama kali nyoba gua ngerasa kaya bakal jatoh gtu (padahal cuma dari lantai 2, ehem) tapi akhirnya ternyata mah gampang
sebenernya demo nya seh ga keren keren amat menurut gua, yah standard buat demo anak PMR
tapi the refling nya doang ama bkin tandu pake mata tertutupnya yang bikin keren
setelah semua anak PMR udah kesurupan berantem berantem ngurusin demo
akhirnya demonya berjalan dengan lancar, banyak tepuk tangan (sangat pede)
i'm glad it, perjuangan kita selama ini udah kebayar dengan tepuk tangan mereka (yang cuma bentar
today the demo was a happy ending, i hope the next year red cross team can do better than it
Selasa, 13 Juli 2010
penghuni baru (anjing)
baru baru ini ade gua yang emang udah ngebet banget punya anjing
akhirnya beli anjing juga setelah melewati perjuangan yang panjang untuk ngebujuk semua anggota keluarga yang notabene males banget dee ngurus anjing
the dog's name is cheko (read: chiko)
emang rencana mau di kasi nama Chiko ehh pas beli tuh anjing nama nya di akte udah Cheko
wehh, jodoh abis tuh anjing jantan ama ade gua
nama : cheko
jenis kelamin : pria jantan (?)
umur : 3 bulan
hobi : makan sangat rakus (sperti pemiliknya), gigit
sandal jepit gua (napa ga punya mba gua aja),
jalan jalan keluar rumah, ga suka mandi
bakat : ga pernah cape, pinter loncat dari kandang,
jago duduk, ga takut ama kucing
kebiasaan buruk : sangat manja
pertama kali punya anjing rasanya pengen gua tembak mati si Cheko
malem malem nangis, minta makan mlu, ditinggal dikit ngambek (manja abis minta ditemenin mlu)
udah ehem pup na super bau (tiap kecium pengen muntah)
mana pas pulang si Cheko sakit trus mesti di kasi obat, ngerepotin banget kaya punya anak bayi aja di rumah
well, lama lama jadi kasian juga gua am Cheko
dari awalnya berniat untuk ngebunuh dia pake cokelat ampe buang dia ke tetangga
hehe akhir nya gua jadi sedikit sayang am dia (SEDIKIT LOH)
at least, Cheko is just a baby dog (walau anjing tetep masih bayi itu) that need our attention
akhirnya beli anjing juga setelah melewati perjuangan yang panjang untuk ngebujuk semua anggota keluarga yang notabene males banget dee ngurus anjing
the dog's name is cheko (read: chiko)
emang rencana mau di kasi nama Chiko ehh pas beli tuh anjing nama nya di akte udah Cheko
wehh, jodoh abis tuh anjing jantan ama ade gua
nama : cheko
jenis kelamin : pria jantan (?)
umur : 3 bulan
hobi : makan sangat rakus (sperti pemiliknya), gigit
sandal jepit gua (napa ga punya mba gua aja),
jalan jalan keluar rumah, ga suka mandi
bakat : ga pernah cape, pinter loncat dari kandang,
jago duduk, ga takut ama kucing
kebiasaan buruk : sangat manja
pertama kali punya anjing rasanya pengen gua tembak mati si Cheko
malem malem nangis, minta makan mlu, ditinggal dikit ngambek (manja abis minta ditemenin mlu)
udah ehem pup na super bau (tiap kecium pengen muntah)
mana pas pulang si Cheko sakit trus mesti di kasi obat, ngerepotin banget kaya punya anak bayi aja di rumah
well, lama lama jadi kasian juga gua am Cheko
dari awalnya berniat untuk ngebunuh dia pake cokelat ampe buang dia ke tetangga
hehe akhir nya gua jadi sedikit sayang am dia (SEDIKIT LOH)
at least, Cheko is just a baby dog (walau anjing tetep masih bayi itu) that need our attention
Senin, 12 Juli 2010
all about NEW thing
holiday was over, BACK TO SCHOOL now
yeah a month has be done by nothing for me
liburan dilalui dengan hal yang biasa biasa aja, honestly SANGAT BIASA
which many boring thing inside my holiday
yeah, but my family and besties seems made my holiday not-so-horrible
in my fantasy, i just think to do something to cool my life
join secret agent maybe (ga mungkin banget, lari aja ngos ngosan) atau keliling dunia (ahh, no money at all)
but the fact :
tidur - makan - marathon dvd - mall - puncak bandung - tidur
liburan udah selese dan gua belom siap apa apa
jam tidur masi super kacau, buku belom disampul, kotak pensil udah antah beranta nasib nya, bingung pake tas sekolah yg mana, belom lagi kamar gua yang masi penuh dengan kertas buku pelajaran kelas 10
hari pertama masuk sekolah (kacau abis)
bangun kesiangan, mana rompi kegdeean dan wajah gua super malu dengan rambut kribo baru gua
belom lagi keadaan kelas gua yang sunyi anyep kaya kuburan
cuma ada suara kalo para setan cowo cowo udah bergila ria
gua ngerasa much worry, takut semua akan beda kaya kelas 10
kelas baru gua gmn yah :s hmmm susah mengambarkan kelas IPA yang dipenuhi para leluhur nya Einsten
dan very very very bad news
kelas IPA ada di lantai 5, which is next to Brilliant Class
huek, please dong gua lebih baik di lantai 3 bareng anak IPS ama kakak kelas dari pada di situ
ohh hell, gua ngerasa besok pas sekolah bakal diterkam singa
gua takut banget sekolah, takut buat mulai pembicaraan baru dengan orang lain (well walaupun kenyataan nya gua sangat aktif malah terlalu aktif dan bawel, sometimes selalu ada takut juga)
dan gua benci banget perkenalan diri, rasanya bener bener aneh dan sangat memalukan
tahun ini no more be leader in class, sebenarnya lumayan seh karena gua udah cukup stres setahun jadi ketua kelas ahh no more dee
yah tapi tetep aja gua dapet jabatan di kelas sebagai bendahara, yah pretty good
di kelas gua yang baru no more my bestiest, just danny thio and adeline plus andreas only
ahh yang lain,tahu kenal tapi ga deket
so bad lah, honestly i miss my X5 yah (sindrom baru naek kelas)
dari cerita gua, kelas A1 kaya na madesu banget
yah tapi sebenarnya ga parah banget juga masi ada berisik berisik dan kegilaan juga
i hope so this year will not bad
make lots friendship and bring cheer to the class YEAH ;D
SPECIAL THANKS: buat tetangga yang gua curi wifi nya, thanks a lot
yeah a month has be done by nothing for me
liburan dilalui dengan hal yang biasa biasa aja, honestly SANGAT BIASA
which many boring thing inside my holiday
yeah, but my family and besties seems made my holiday not-so-horrible
in my fantasy, i just think to do something to cool my life
join secret agent maybe (ga mungkin banget, lari aja ngos ngosan) atau keliling dunia (ahh, no money at all)
but the fact :
tidur - makan - marathon dvd - mall - puncak bandung - tidur
liburan udah selese dan gua belom siap apa apa
jam tidur masi super kacau, buku belom disampul, kotak pensil udah antah beranta nasib nya, bingung pake tas sekolah yg mana, belom lagi kamar gua yang masi penuh dengan kertas buku pelajaran kelas 10
hari pertama masuk sekolah (kacau abis)
bangun kesiangan, mana rompi kegdeean dan wajah gua super malu dengan rambut kribo baru gua
belom lagi keadaan kelas gua yang sunyi anyep kaya kuburan
cuma ada suara kalo para setan cowo cowo udah bergila ria
gua ngerasa much worry, takut semua akan beda kaya kelas 10
kelas baru gua gmn yah :s hmmm susah mengambarkan kelas IPA yang dipenuhi para leluhur nya Einsten
dan very very very bad news
kelas IPA ada di lantai 5, which is next to Brilliant Class
huek, please dong gua lebih baik di lantai 3 bareng anak IPS ama kakak kelas dari pada di situ
ohh hell, gua ngerasa besok pas sekolah bakal diterkam singa
gua takut banget sekolah, takut buat mulai pembicaraan baru dengan orang lain (well walaupun kenyataan nya gua sangat aktif malah terlalu aktif dan bawel, sometimes selalu ada takut juga)
dan gua benci banget perkenalan diri, rasanya bener bener aneh dan sangat memalukan
tahun ini no more be leader in class, sebenarnya lumayan seh karena gua udah cukup stres setahun jadi ketua kelas ahh no more dee
yah tapi tetep aja gua dapet jabatan di kelas sebagai bendahara, yah pretty good
di kelas gua yang baru no more my bestiest, just danny thio and adeline plus andreas only
ahh yang lain,tahu kenal tapi ga deket
so bad lah, honestly i miss my X5 yah (sindrom baru naek kelas)
dari cerita gua, kelas A1 kaya na madesu banget
yah tapi sebenarnya ga parah banget juga masi ada berisik berisik dan kegilaan juga
i hope so this year will not bad
make lots friendship and bring cheer to the class YEAH ;D
SPECIAL THANKS: buat tetangga yang gua curi wifi nya, thanks a lot
Sabtu, 05 Juni 2010
one less lonely girl
Why you're still the one?
One night, a nightmare come to me
I searched your photos but there no more
I searched your smile but there no more
I searched your love and there no more
Looks like a sick come to me (again)
Night come and the dream make me dreaming
Why it's hurt (?)
When there is no more feeling
Why it always be a big hole (?)
When I do not have heart anymore
Am I the craziest person?
Yes, but not only me
I just miss you, can't I?
Why I'm dreaming about a fairy tale (?)
When the prince will not search the cinderella
It will be always one less lonely girl
The girl that miss her glass high heel come back
One night, a nightmare come to me
I searched your photos but there no more
I searched your smile but there no more
I searched your love and there no more
Looks like a sick come to me (again)
Night come and the dream make me dreaming
Why it's hurt (?)
When there is no more feeling
Why it always be a big hole (?)
When I do not have heart anymore
Am I the craziest person?
Yes, but not only me
I just miss you, can't I?
Why I'm dreaming about a fairy tale (?)
When the prince will not search the cinderella
It will be always one less lonely girl
The girl that miss her glass high heel come back
Minggu, 30 Mei 2010
where's my heart?
I'm lost my heart, am I a robot?
I do not have heart anymore, can I like that?
Why human have heart?
If it just have to be broken
Why I am not a robot?
If I can live happy with no heart
Why there is a smile?
If the smile is just a fake
Why there is a laugh?
If it is just for a while
Why I lost in my path?
While I'm walking in my path
Why there is a love?
If some people just like to play it like a game
Why there is a broken heart?
Maybe to know how hard this world
I do not have heart anymore, can I like that?
Why human have heart?
If it just have to be broken
Why I am not a robot?
If I can live happy with no heart
Why there is a smile?
If the smile is just a fake
Why there is a laugh?
If it is just for a while
Why I lost in my path?
While I'm walking in my path
Why there is a love?
If some people just like to play it like a game
Why there is a broken heart?
Maybe to know how hard this world
where's the sky?
when the rain crying and the sun hiding
where I can find my moon?
there no sky anymore
rain has made me sick
and the sun never show up to heal me
the clouds always scare to lose the sky
but it never realize that there is no more sky
the clouds always pretend that the sky hasn't gone
the clouds never say how much it's hurted for making rain
the clouds just smile and waiting the sun will come
but the secret : sun will never come
where I can find my moon?
there no sky anymore
rain has made me sick
and the sun never show up to heal me
the clouds always scare to lose the sky
but it never realize that there is no more sky
the clouds always pretend that the sky hasn't gone
the clouds never say how much it's hurted for making rain
the clouds just smile and waiting the sun will come
but the secret : sun will never come
Selasa, 25 Mei 2010
THE FINAL EXAM
When is the hardest week in every year?
It's when you have to pass the FINAL EXAM
The evil's week that will absorb all of you energy
I felt like I'm just till bone right know
I'm just so exhausted to pass this week
I rather to choose do a month to go to school that PASS FINAL EXAM WEEK
My bed time isn't enough
I always wish God give me another 12 hour for each day
It's never enough time to study or do the test
My eyes always bugs bugs (berkunang - kunang) everytime I see the numbers or words on paper test
I just hope this week will end soon
It's when you have to pass the FINAL EXAM
The evil's week that will absorb all of you energy
I felt like I'm just till bone right know
I'm just so exhausted to pass this week
I rather to choose do a month to go to school that PASS FINAL EXAM WEEK
My bed time isn't enough
I always wish God give me another 12 hour for each day
It's never enough time to study or do the test
My eyes always bugs bugs (berkunang - kunang) everytime I see the numbers or words on paper test
I just hope this week will end soon
Rabu, 19 Mei 2010
goodbye my class
One year has passed, so fast
I even can't count all days that I have passed
I stilled feel yesterday is the first time I came to the school
MABIS (masa orientasi siswa) day
But now, it's the time to go to 11th grade
It's the time to say goodbye
I'm so super sad must leave all of those comfortable
All our laugh, our jokes, our tears, our sadness, our happiness
There will be no more like this
Everything will become different after this
No more jokes about abab, susi and samgar (my classmate)
No more our laugh to bully our teacher (william)
No more delivery food to class anymore
No more (kerusuhan di kelas)
Ohh, I will miss those of all
If I can, I will stop the time so we will be like this
But the time will walk, and people change
we will be older and older
We will always have farewell
What I just can say,
I love you my class X5, so much sweet moment that we have passed
Even we're not together in the same class anymore
Our moment always be in my deep heart
I even can't count all days that I have passed
I stilled feel yesterday is the first time I came to the school
MABIS (masa orientasi siswa) day
But now, it's the time to go to 11th grade
It's the time to say goodbye
I'm so super sad must leave all of those comfortable
All our laugh, our jokes, our tears, our sadness, our happiness
There will be no more like this
Everything will become different after this
No more jokes about abab, susi and samgar (my classmate)
No more our laugh to bully our teacher (william)
No more delivery food to class anymore
No more (kerusuhan di kelas)
Ohh, I will miss those of all
If I can, I will stop the time so we will be like this
But the time will walk, and people change
we will be older and older
We will always have farewell
What I just can say,
I love you my class X5, so much sweet moment that we have passed
Even we're not together in the same class anymore
Our moment always be in my deep heart
Selasa, 18 Mei 2010
my daddy's birthday
Today my daddy's age is become 43 years old
Not young age anymore
It's really usual if we compare with my ages(the daughter) is 16
We celebrated it with the old ways (family tradition)
In the morning, we took the cake from the freezer
When already he went down from upstair
We sang birthday song
After that same with all birthday party
(Tiup lilin, ptong kue, and etc)
We gave him T-shirt as present
First, we already bought a mug with daddy word on it
But unfortunately my brother has broken it into pieces -__-
Even he is older now
But he still the same for me
Dad, I haven't be a nice girl please forgive me
Later I promise one day I will be a woman that would carry you forever
Love you dad,
Your beloved daughter
Ririn (nickname)
Not young age anymore
It's really usual if we compare with my ages(the daughter) is 16
We celebrated it with the old ways (family tradition)
In the morning, we took the cake from the freezer
When already he went down from upstair
We sang birthday song
After that same with all birthday party
(Tiup lilin, ptong kue, and etc)
We gave him T-shirt as present
First, we already bought a mug with daddy word on it
But unfortunately my brother has broken it into pieces -__-
Even he is older now
But he still the same for me
Dad, I haven't be a nice girl please forgive me
Later I promise one day I will be a woman that would carry you forever
Love you dad,
Your beloved daughter
Ririn (nickname)
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