I'm lost my heart, am I a robot?
I do not have heart anymore, can I like that?
Why human have heart?
If it just have to be broken
Why I am not a robot?
If I can live happy with no heart
Why there is a smile?
If the smile is just a fake
Why there is a laugh?
If it is just for a while
Why I lost in my path?
While I'm walking in my path
Why there is a love?
If some people just like to play it like a game
Why there is a broken heart?
Maybe to know how hard this world
Minggu, 30 Mei 2010
where's the sky?
when the rain crying and the sun hiding
where I can find my moon?
there no sky anymore
rain has made me sick
and the sun never show up to heal me
the clouds always scare to lose the sky
but it never realize that there is no more sky
the clouds always pretend that the sky hasn't gone
the clouds never say how much it's hurted for making rain
the clouds just smile and waiting the sun will come
but the secret : sun will never come
where I can find my moon?
there no sky anymore
rain has made me sick
and the sun never show up to heal me
the clouds always scare to lose the sky
but it never realize that there is no more sky
the clouds always pretend that the sky hasn't gone
the clouds never say how much it's hurted for making rain
the clouds just smile and waiting the sun will come
but the secret : sun will never come
Selasa, 25 Mei 2010
THE FINAL EXAM
When is the hardest week in every year?
It's when you have to pass the FINAL EXAM
The evil's week that will absorb all of you energy
I felt like I'm just till bone right know
I'm just so exhausted to pass this week
I rather to choose do a month to go to school that PASS FINAL EXAM WEEK
My bed time isn't enough
I always wish God give me another 12 hour for each day
It's never enough time to study or do the test
My eyes always bugs bugs (berkunang - kunang) everytime I see the numbers or words on paper test
I just hope this week will end soon
It's when you have to pass the FINAL EXAM
The evil's week that will absorb all of you energy
I felt like I'm just till bone right know
I'm just so exhausted to pass this week
I rather to choose do a month to go to school that PASS FINAL EXAM WEEK
My bed time isn't enough
I always wish God give me another 12 hour for each day
It's never enough time to study or do the test
My eyes always bugs bugs (berkunang - kunang) everytime I see the numbers or words on paper test
I just hope this week will end soon
Rabu, 19 Mei 2010
goodbye my class
One year has passed, so fast
I even can't count all days that I have passed
I stilled feel yesterday is the first time I came to the school
MABIS (masa orientasi siswa) day
But now, it's the time to go to 11th grade
It's the time to say goodbye
I'm so super sad must leave all of those comfortable
All our laugh, our jokes, our tears, our sadness, our happiness
There will be no more like this
Everything will become different after this
No more jokes about abab, susi and samgar (my classmate)
No more our laugh to bully our teacher (william)
No more delivery food to class anymore
No more (kerusuhan di kelas)
Ohh, I will miss those of all
If I can, I will stop the time so we will be like this
But the time will walk, and people change
we will be older and older
We will always have farewell
What I just can say,
I love you my class X5, so much sweet moment that we have passed
Even we're not together in the same class anymore
Our moment always be in my deep heart
I even can't count all days that I have passed
I stilled feel yesterday is the first time I came to the school
MABIS (masa orientasi siswa) day
But now, it's the time to go to 11th grade
It's the time to say goodbye
I'm so super sad must leave all of those comfortable
All our laugh, our jokes, our tears, our sadness, our happiness
There will be no more like this
Everything will become different after this
No more jokes about abab, susi and samgar (my classmate)
No more our laugh to bully our teacher (william)
No more delivery food to class anymore
No more (kerusuhan di kelas)
Ohh, I will miss those of all
If I can, I will stop the time so we will be like this
But the time will walk, and people change
we will be older and older
We will always have farewell
What I just can say,
I love you my class X5, so much sweet moment that we have passed
Even we're not together in the same class anymore
Our moment always be in my deep heart
Selasa, 18 Mei 2010
my daddy's birthday
Today my daddy's age is become 43 years old
Not young age anymore
It's really usual if we compare with my ages(the daughter) is 16
We celebrated it with the old ways (family tradition)
In the morning, we took the cake from the freezer
When already he went down from upstair
We sang birthday song
After that same with all birthday party
(Tiup lilin, ptong kue, and etc)
We gave him T-shirt as present
First, we already bought a mug with daddy word on it
But unfortunately my brother has broken it into pieces -__-
Even he is older now
But he still the same for me
Dad, I haven't be a nice girl please forgive me
Later I promise one day I will be a woman that would carry you forever
Love you dad,
Your beloved daughter
Ririn (nickname)
Not young age anymore
It's really usual if we compare with my ages(the daughter) is 16
We celebrated it with the old ways (family tradition)
In the morning, we took the cake from the freezer
When already he went down from upstair
We sang birthday song
After that same with all birthday party
(Tiup lilin, ptong kue, and etc)
We gave him T-shirt as present
First, we already bought a mug with daddy word on it
But unfortunately my brother has broken it into pieces -__-
Even he is older now
But he still the same for me
Dad, I haven't be a nice girl please forgive me
Later I promise one day I will be a woman that would carry you forever
Love you dad,
Your beloved daughter
Ririn (nickname)
Senin, 17 Mei 2010
ON MY WAY TO CRAZINESS
I'm so crazy right now like burned in the hell
Crazy pump like a crocodile
I have dirty flower in my vase
I've been traped by the lion
My brain is going to explode soon
Make all my dream go on
The key has lost in my heart
The knife has scratched it
The darkness has come
Close my eyes with silent scream and white tears
All those eyes make me naked like their pet
Crazy pump like a crocodile
I have dirty flower in my vase
I've been traped by the lion
My brain is going to explode soon
Make all my dream go on
The key has lost in my heart
The knife has scratched it
The darkness has come
Close my eyes with silent scream and white tears
All those eyes make me naked like their pet
Sabtu, 15 Mei 2010
A midsummer night's dream
It was the name of charity night tonight in SMAK PENABUR GADING SERPONG
For information, it has same name with shakespeare's novel
The charity night is full of dance and drama
The drama is so funny, especially when 5 stupid people's scene
And the dancing was fantastic
I like both of them
And don't forget the amazing orchestra by my senior Yakub
It help the drama become so real in our ears
Even not all the scene is so interesting
But it's so superb charity night
Good job all my senior
Hope next year will be better than this
For information, it has same name with shakespeare's novel
The charity night is full of dance and drama
The drama is so funny, especially when 5 stupid people's scene
And the dancing was fantastic
I like both of them
And don't forget the amazing orchestra by my senior Yakub
It help the drama become so real in our ears
Even not all the scene is so interesting
But it's so superb charity night
Good job all my senior
Hope next year will be better than this
HORROR and THRILLER MOVIE
What's movie that I don't like?
H-O-R-R-O-R and T-H-R-I-L-L-E-R
yah, kalo nonton itu rasa nya roh gua keluar dri tubuh *lebay
hahaa, nearly die to watch it
Well, rasa na nonton bioskop film macam itu sia sia banget
Selama film gua cm bakal melatih olah vocal gua (teriak sampe satu bioskop denger)
Atau memejamkan mata seperti mau tidur
Atau menangis kaya orang bego yang ga di kasih permen
And now, I'm watching NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET
suer dah serem abis
merinding banget nonton nya
Arghh, really want to get out from this studio
H-O-R-R-O-R and T-H-R-I-L-L-E-R
yah, kalo nonton itu rasa nya roh gua keluar dri tubuh *lebay
hahaa, nearly die to watch it
Well, rasa na nonton bioskop film macam itu sia sia banget
Selama film gua cm bakal melatih olah vocal gua (teriak sampe satu bioskop denger)
Atau memejamkan mata seperti mau tidur
Atau menangis kaya orang bego yang ga di kasih permen
And now, I'm watching NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET
suer dah serem abis
merinding banget nonton nya
Arghh, really want to get out from this studio
Jumat, 14 Mei 2010
i'm a girl robot with half heart
Who am I?
I know my name but always lost my way to find my self
This world like an outstanding drama in everyone life
You're the director and I'm just an artist
An artist that must smile when her heart is crying
And must laugh where the nothing funny
Cheer up everyone with her movie
But cannot look to her deep heart
Say "do not like" is forbidden maybe
Always smile and like that comes from lips
Even there is a script in my hand
My eyes cannot read it because the tears cover them
The light in the studio cannot light up my heart
The applause from people cannot make my tears stop melting in heart
When it's a mellow movie and I'm crying on it
It's fell like it's my real tears
Tears that I can't show in my life
The tears of my heart
I know my name but always lost my way to find my self
This world like an outstanding drama in everyone life
You're the director and I'm just an artist
An artist that must smile when her heart is crying
And must laugh where the nothing funny
Cheer up everyone with her movie
But cannot look to her deep heart
Say "do not like" is forbidden maybe
Always smile and like that comes from lips
Even there is a script in my hand
My eyes cannot read it because the tears cover them
The light in the studio cannot light up my heart
The applause from people cannot make my tears stop melting in heart
When it's a mellow movie and I'm crying on it
It's fell like it's my real tears
Tears that I can't show in my life
The tears of my heart
Kamis, 13 Mei 2010
my sweety teacher
Well, guru bahasa indonesia gua tercinta pa aji yg kepala na botak memberi tugas untuk wawancara
Sebenar na ptama kali bingung juga bt cari topik wawancara yg menarik
Akhir gua memilih mam jul, mantan guru fisika smp gua
Ada cerita menarik di diri dia,
Mam jul terdeteksi mengidap tumor otak setahun yang lalu
Saat mendengar hal itu rasa na kasian banget yah
Katanya pertama kali dia cuma ngerasa pusing trus mata kiri na buram
Di cm ngira minus na nambah (mam jul emang pake kacamata sblm na)
Nah pas ke dokter tanyata kata na retina mata na rusak
Trus dia d lasik (smcm oprasi mata)
Tapi oprasi na ga membuahkan hasil
Stelah direkomen am tetangga na trus mam jul pergi berobat k singapur
Abis d lakukan MRI (scan otak) nah baru ktahuan kalo selama ini dia mengidap tumor otak
Kata na saat mendengar hal itu di berasa kaya lagi mimpi
Dia sedih bgt (pas gua dgr ini dari dia, g jg lgsg sedih)
Lalu mam jul oprasi dan bed rest slama 1 bulan
Ga perlu waktu yg lama, 3 bulan setelah tumor na terdeteksi
Mam jul langsung sembuh total
Mukzijat banget kan????
Kata na dia, itu atas berkat doa orang orang terdekat na
Sekarang dia dah menjalani hidup sebagai guru dengan normal
Wlau pun dengan kepala yang ehem yah botak karena oprasi
Dia hidup sehat dan bahagia sekarang
Live happy always yah mam :)
Sebenar na ptama kali bingung juga bt cari topik wawancara yg menarik
Akhir gua memilih mam jul, mantan guru fisika smp gua
Ada cerita menarik di diri dia,
Mam jul terdeteksi mengidap tumor otak setahun yang lalu
Saat mendengar hal itu rasa na kasian banget yah
Katanya pertama kali dia cuma ngerasa pusing trus mata kiri na buram
Di cm ngira minus na nambah (mam jul emang pake kacamata sblm na)
Nah pas ke dokter tanyata kata na retina mata na rusak
Trus dia d lasik (smcm oprasi mata)
Tapi oprasi na ga membuahkan hasil
Stelah direkomen am tetangga na trus mam jul pergi berobat k singapur
Abis d lakukan MRI (scan otak) nah baru ktahuan kalo selama ini dia mengidap tumor otak
Kata na saat mendengar hal itu di berasa kaya lagi mimpi
Dia sedih bgt (pas gua dgr ini dari dia, g jg lgsg sedih)
Lalu mam jul oprasi dan bed rest slama 1 bulan
Ga perlu waktu yg lama, 3 bulan setelah tumor na terdeteksi
Mam jul langsung sembuh total
Mukzijat banget kan????
Kata na dia, itu atas berkat doa orang orang terdekat na
Sekarang dia dah menjalani hidup sebagai guru dengan normal
Wlau pun dengan kepala yang ehem yah botak karena oprasi
Dia hidup sehat dan bahagia sekarang
Live happy always yah mam :)
Selasa, 11 Mei 2010
big hurt in my feet
Maybe I'm a little girl who live in my 16 years old body
Something happened today
When I walked to my course suddenly I fell down
-____-
What a not good moment (memperhalus kata)
It's so hurt till now
Well, luka na seh ga gede tapi sakit na GEDE BGT alias SGT PERIH
Today there's a embarrassed moment
First, the luka (I don't know the english) is not hurt
But when I got to my course class, it became so HURT
And guess what?
I'm crying!!!
OMG, I don't know how crazy I am so I can be like child
Everyone starring at me but I was still crying
And then my teacher (ko will) take me to the outside and take care my (luka)
his medicine was made my (luka) more hurt
After the class ko will talked about my story to all my course friend
And the just laugh of it
What a embarrassed moment -___-
Something happened today
When I walked to my course suddenly I fell down
-____-
What a not good moment (memperhalus kata)
It's so hurt till now
Well, luka na seh ga gede tapi sakit na GEDE BGT alias SGT PERIH
Today there's a embarrassed moment
First, the luka (I don't know the english) is not hurt
But when I got to my course class, it became so HURT
And guess what?
I'm crying!!!
OMG, I don't know how crazy I am so I can be like child
Everyone starring at me but I was still crying
And then my teacher (ko will) take me to the outside and take care my (luka)
his medicine was made my (luka) more hurt
After the class ko will talked about my story to all my course friend
And the just laugh of it
What a embarrassed moment -___-
Senin, 10 Mei 2010
God's secret
Can you imagine your self?
How God can make you like that?
Can you wonder if you change to be another person?
Now you are born as a girl but how if you are change into a boy?
Now you are born as a boy but how if you are change into a girl?
You are born in rich family now, but how if you are born in poor family?
What is God's secret?
Why You make us like this?
We will never know why we are like this
Until you find the goal of your life
How God can make you like that?
Can you wonder if you change to be another person?
Now you are born as a girl but how if you are change into a boy?
Now you are born as a boy but how if you are change into a girl?
You are born in rich family now, but how if you are born in poor family?
What is God's secret?
Why You make us like this?
We will never know why we are like this
Until you find the goal of your life
late surprise party
Well actually my friend birthday was two weeks ago
But we haven't gave anything
Nah, hari ini kita semua membuat kejutan dengan kasi kado
It's just a bag for the present
But she liked it so much
How happy am I?
Yeah, even I'm not near her again now because we are not in the same class
But I believe that our heart always must be together
So sad that I can't show you all the picture
It's in blue and brown colour, good combination
But we haven't gave anything
Nah, hari ini kita semua membuat kejutan dengan kasi kado
It's just a bag for the present
But she liked it so much
How happy am I?
Yeah, even I'm not near her again now because we are not in the same class
But I believe that our heart always must be together
So sad that I can't show you all the picture
It's in blue and brown colour, good combination
Minggu, 09 Mei 2010
family community
I've a new family
It's called FC or family community
Jadi fc itu smacam kelompok persekutuan doa
Di sini kita bisa share semua masalah kita dan memperkaya iman kita
Hari ini pertama kali gua ikut FC
Sesuatu yg menyenangkan
Acara hari ini diisi dengan renungan serta games games menarik
D akhir acara kita semua share tentang semua masalah kita
I felt like I got a new family member
Thank's for Rival as the mentor
;)
It's called FC or family community
Jadi fc itu smacam kelompok persekutuan doa
Di sini kita bisa share semua masalah kita dan memperkaya iman kita
Hari ini pertama kali gua ikut FC
Sesuatu yg menyenangkan
Acara hari ini diisi dengan renungan serta games games menarik
D akhir acara kita semua share tentang semua masalah kita
I felt like I got a new family member
Thank's for Rival as the mentor
;)
Sabtu, 08 Mei 2010
yeah, i'm sleepy girl
Kalo semua orang di tanya apa hobi nya pasti macem macem
But I have a simple hobby
What is it?
S - L - E - E - P - I - N - G
I don't know for what reason but I always sleep anytime there is a chance
ga peduli di rumah, sekolah, les atau tempat mana pun (terutama di sekolah)
well anytime I can do I'll do even during the lesson
Dan beruntung na, aku ini penidur ulung yang jarang ketahuan guru pas tidur di kelas
Mungkin karena terlalu sering gua sekarang udah jadi pro haha
I'm not a sleeping beauty but I'm a sleeping lover
But I have a simple hobby
What is it?
S - L - E - E - P - I - N - G
I don't know for what reason but I always sleep anytime there is a chance
ga peduli di rumah, sekolah, les atau tempat mana pun (terutama di sekolah)
well anytime I can do I'll do even during the lesson
Dan beruntung na, aku ini penidur ulung yang jarang ketahuan guru pas tidur di kelas
Mungkin karena terlalu sering gua sekarang udah jadi pro haha
I'm not a sleeping beauty but I'm a sleeping lover
what God had change me
You came to my dark side
Give a light in my heart that full of sin
Make my tears be happiness for me
Before, I'm a prisoner in sin's jail
But now I'm free
Before, I always forget to pray for you
But you still give me bless everyday
You gave me a smile
The happiest smile in my life
Thank's God for come to my life
Give a light in my heart that full of sin
Make my tears be happiness for me
Before, I'm a prisoner in sin's jail
But now I'm free
Before, I always forget to pray for you
But you still give me bless everyday
You gave me a smile
The happiest smile in my life
Thank's God for come to my life
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