Minggu, 30 Mei 2010

where's my heart?

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I'm lost my heart, am I a robot?
I do not have heart anymore, can I like that?

Why human have heart?
If it just have to be broken

Why I am not a robot?
If I can live happy with no heart

Why there is a smile?
If the smile is just a fake

Why there is a laugh?
If it is just for a while

Why I lost in my path?
While I'm walking in my path

Why there is a love?
If some people just like to play it like a game

Why there is a broken heart?
Maybe to know how hard this world

where's the sky?

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when the rain crying and the sun hiding
where I can find my moon?
there no sky anymore

rain has made me sick
and the sun never show up to heal me

the clouds always scare to lose the sky
but it never realize that there is no more sky

the clouds always pretend that the sky hasn't gone
the clouds never say how much it's hurted for making rain

the clouds just smile and waiting the sun will come

but the secret : sun will never come

Selasa, 25 Mei 2010

THE FINAL EXAM

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When is the hardest week in every year?
It's when you have to pass the FINAL EXAM

The evil's week that will absorb all of you energy
I felt like I'm just till bone right know

I'm just so exhausted to pass this week
I rather to choose do a month to go to school that PASS FINAL EXAM WEEK

My bed time isn't enough
I always wish God give me another 12 hour for each day
It's never enough time to study or do the test

My eyes always bugs bugs (berkunang - kunang) everytime I see the numbers or words on paper test

I just hope this week will end soon

Rabu, 19 Mei 2010

goodbye my class

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One year has passed, so fast
I even can't count all days that I have passed

I stilled feel yesterday is the first time I came to the school
MABIS (masa orientasi siswa) day
But now, it's the time to go to 11th grade

It's the time to say goodbye
I'm so super sad must leave all of those comfortable
All our laugh, our jokes, our tears, our sadness, our happiness

There will be no more like this
Everything will become different after this

No more jokes about abab, susi and samgar (my classmate)
No more our laugh to bully our teacher (william)
No more delivery food to class anymore
No more (kerusuhan di kelas)

Ohh, I will miss those of all
If I can, I will stop the time so we will be like this
But the time will walk, and people change
we will be older and older
We will always have farewell

What I just can say,
I love you my class X5, so much sweet moment that we have passed
Even we're not together in the same class anymore
Our moment always be in my deep heart

Selasa, 18 Mei 2010

my daddy's birthday

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Today my daddy's age is become 43 years old
Not young age anymore
It's really usual if we compare with my ages(the daughter) is 16
We celebrated it with the old ways (family tradition)

In the morning, we took the cake from the freezer
When already he went down from upstair
We sang birthday song
After that same with all birthday party
(Tiup lilin, ptong kue, and etc)

We gave him T-shirt as present
First, we already bought a mug with daddy word on it
But unfortunately my brother has broken it into pieces -__-

Even he is older now
But he still the same for me
Dad, I haven't be a nice girl please forgive me
Later I promise one day I will be a woman that would carry you forever

Love you dad,

Your beloved daughter
Ririn (nickname)